{I could with} ((8874)helon). Imperfect active, I was wishing
like Agrippa's use of eboulom(886e) in  Ac 25:22 , "I was just
wishing. I was longing to be present with you just now (arti)."
{To change my voice} (allaxai t(886e) ph(936e)(886e) mou). Paul could put
his heart into his voice. The pen stands between them. He knew
the power of his voice on their hearts. He had tried it before.
{I am perplexed} (aporoumai). I am at a loss and know not what
to do. Apore(935c) is from a privative and poros, way. I am lost
at this distance from you. {About you} (en humin). In your
cases. For this use of en see  2Co 7:16  Ga 1:24 .